Mirror always fascinates me beyond limits. reflects not just the looks but also the emotions. a happy person has a happy reflection and that smile encourages to smile some more..and smile-story goes on everytime you pass by a mirror or a reflecting surface..

it puts forth a question so as to what the reason behind the smile is..a faked one? a natural one? i try reading my own thoughts in my eyes in the mirror..they cant lie then.. everytime i want to take up a decision, i go up to my dearest friend-self and ask for an answer..she’d support and oppose me..but when finalised, would stand by me come what may! makes me feel confident of not losing this one friend ever, and gives me the courage to face the world..

Once i feel the surge of energy within me…i find so many helping hands around..it all is attracted like a magnet towards me to help me at the very moment i am in the dire nee of a direction..but then there is this little(!) debate that goes on..the heart or the mind..everytime you hear one’s story it seems rational and reasonable.. but its then the choosing between them is not merely solved by looking into the mirror.. its time to sit back and look within..what do i really want? to hold on..or to let lose..

having let go the things treasured for ages is just so painful and relieving at the same time..how much ever paradox it might sound..reflections of inner thoughts and self talk is given by others to you…how much you love yourself, the others love you..the moment you swear at yourself, others start behaving weirdly instantly..and how much ever you try to bring the ends together, it just won’t happen.. helplessness is at peak at such times..and one seeks solace in random things like cleaning a messy room, tidying stubborn things.. and just anything and everything that is simply R-A-N-D-O-M!

all mind wants is to go out and breathe some fresh air and to wander around as freely as birds..and soar up high in the skies of bliss and joy..and experience the eternal love with oneself..

finding love outside is the biggest crime anyone can ever commit..crime, ‘coz its your own self you come back to when there’d just no one around.. no one asks you how your day was..were you happy..were you sad..do you wanna talk and share anything..or do you wanna be with yourself..people are just least bothered…or people are too interested in your life..its an art to try and maintain the balance and that’s what i’m seeking this very moment.. 

i think of all this and sneak a look into the mirror in my room..i want to smile back at the naughty me..i feel the urge to wear make up for no reason..look good..and feel good..’coz how much ever amazing you are as a person..people would want to judge you by your face value..and trying to increase it a bit is not harm..some admiring glares are as pleasing as the feeling of admiration from within.. the confident and energetic vibes are sure to be matched by similar ones coming your way..i mean..who knows? there’s someone handsome doing just the same..and walking up your way..

the real deal is to make way for him..and welcome with the broadest smile..