To clench tight and hold close your fears.

To kiss a goodbye to some dreams,

To hold back all those age old screams.

They always say you reap what you sow,

It makes me feel shameful n head hung low.

My previous birth certainly wasn’t something,

To be proud of and now I can’t do anything.

Now I’d be facing the faults with a smile,

Altering your paths and walking a mile.

Feels like a large void where no one can,

Peek in or from outside be able to scan.

A cold night and a dark room fills me,

With all the sorrowful events I wish to remove.

I felt unloved for too long than anyone could imagine,

I feel rolling off a cliff could give a joy divine.

To be one with the nature and experience the love,

Which was down my throat I tried to shove.

I couldn’t gulp it in nor spit out the dirt,

The loveless lonely heart was too much hurt.

Sad songs feel like companions old,

Would I ever live to buy my own gold?

Money seems to drive everyone wild,

Can a heart survive here so mild?