As i walked around the most familiar place ever a weird feeling gripped me…As i watches the kids play on swing, my emotions too started swaying…I felt as if it was just yesterday that the biggest sorrow was to lose my most precious shoes..But what about the precious persons i have lost? Today’s day i don’t remember…But the memories and the little scars on my childhood mind seem fresh…Probably the first ever experience to get close to the coldness of someone going so far never to return again…And yet life moves on…so many things left unsaid…Dreams unfulfilled and yet we paste a smile on our face even if it hurts like hell…’what is life if full of care…we have no time to stand and stare…” in our busy life, we don’t even realize the void created in our hearts…would anyone feel the same when i’d be no more?

The garden where i spent my childhood is still filled with kids…The place didn’t seem to alienate me…Seemed so happy and lively…My spirits heightened…I began to walk fast with large steps…When i was stopped by a young couple with their small girl playing on the swing…Carefree! I wondered how it’d feel when i get my kids here to play…What kind of happiness would i be filled with, seeing my girl play on swings and reach the top…Where once i played, when my mom looked up to me with pride! life was so simpler…And we’ve complicated it with unnecessary things…But when i think of my mom…How would she feel when i’d marry? Happy n sad at the same time? How would my husband might be feeling after winning over me? Will he also be happy n sad? What about the other relatives? My friends? And while everyone is so happy…Would someone be watching my happiness from above? The gift left for me for this special day! The ‘melange of emotions, surrounding me, as i look towards the sky…I put up that famous smile on my face…